Posts Tagged ‘love’

Unknown. At this point at least. I haven’t had a chance to try. I doubt it. If anything, I’m bi. I love my men too much, but maybe I also love my women? I got hit on hard tonight by the most beautiful androgynous woman I’ve ever seen. As soon as she walked into the […]


The serenity that I felt a few days ago is completely gone. I’m filled with an inner turmoil that I don’t know how to reconcile. My time in New York City has been better than anything I’d ever imagined. I’ve fallen in love harder than I ever have before and I feel an overwhelming, tight […]


The staying power of this relationship is extraordinary. I stare at him from across the room and I’m overcome with lust. He touches me and I get butterflies and goosebumps and I melt. I remember a year ago, when he would lean over and kiss me and I would get hot and faint. I’d have […]


silence.

07Jul08

He told me he loves me. He kissed me and looked me in the eye and as his voice cracked with nervousness he spat it out in almost a question. He wrapped his arms around me and kised me again and held me as I felt my insides flush hot and my skin tingle. He […]


reunion.

22May08

Only four more days until I see Him. My heart beats and my cheeks flush hot when I think about him greeting me in Manhattan, pulling me close to him and kissing me right there on the street. I’ve barely thought about anything else in the past few days. All sorts of clips run through […]


boundaries.

09Apr08

Several scenarios that could really benefit from the opinions of the general public: 1- Sex Between Friends I find it unbearably difficult to keep myself from blurring the lines between friendship and sex. Unless a man is introduced to me as someone’s boyfriend, I find myself what it would be like to fuck him. (Actually, […]