Posts Tagged ‘friendship’

admission #3.

27May08

My first few days in NYC have left me feeling very unsettled and confused, not to mention lonely. I’m in strange spirits right now, so I’m leery about posting any updates about my status with him and me or how I feel about anything. I feel more like having some violent sex — something to […]


reunion.

22May08

Only four more days until I see Him. My heart beats and my cheeks flush hot when I think about him greeting me in Manhattan, pulling me close to him and kissing me right there on the street. I’ve barely thought about anything else in the past few days. All sorts of clips run through […]


choked up.

08May08

There’s something wildly arousing about an empty room. Bare walls, bare mattress, empty drawers and empty counter-tops. Homeboy and I fucked on a sleeping bag topped with a towel so that he had somewhere to sleep after I left. He’d left his ropes and condoms unpacked, knowing full well that we’d need them before he […]


desperate boy.

06May08

I really like Jonathan. Our relationship has been slowly blossoming. He provides me with a lot of things I need that no one else is providing for me at the moment. Emotionally. I’m very comfortable with him — maybe it’s the fact that I know he likes me so much that he can hardly fault […]


boundaries.

09Apr08

Several scenarios that could really benefit from the opinions of the general public: 1- Sex Between Friends I find it unbearably difficult to keep myself from blurring the lines between friendship and sex. Unless a man is introduced to me as someone’s boyfriend, I find myself what it would be like to fuck him. (Actually, […]