Posts Tagged ‘desire’

If you missed part 1… He picks up the blade and starts running it across my stomach. I hold still, trying not to flinch. Trying not to get so overwhelmed by the insanity and fear that I jolt and cut myself. He asks about my unresponsiveness and I can’t reply. He asks if I like […]


I’m missing him A LOT. But I swore I wouldn’t bother him and I intend to keep my word. All I can do is fantasize… solidify my inklings of imagination and desire and pretend he’s here with me. Maybe he’ll even read this. Maybe he’ll like it. I really hope so. … I’m tied to […]


denial.

26Apr08

I’m counting the days until I get to see him again. Exactly a month now until we great each other with lust. Our first few days together, we won’t be able to keep our hands off each other. Last time we sat in his living room, watching TV as I curled on his lap in […]


briefly.

03Apr08

I think I’ve discovered I’m a bit of an exhibitionist, although I don’t know what that means in terms of my sex life. I’ve gotten much better at defining my sexual preferences and I’m well on my way to solidifying a few fantasies. Writing has helped me to do those things. For the record, I’m […]


admission #1.

01Apr08

Lately, I’ve been overwhelmingly and uncontrollably horny. I’ve taken a 2 week break from daily fucking to set my mind straight, mainly because things with homeboy ended so catastrophically that I lacked all energy to remedy the situation. It leads to the love-and-sex conundrum, where one party always falls for the other, while the latter […]